I've taken enough notes to know that this may just be a losing battle. Perhaps it's time to focus on where I can win.
The one thing I still don't know about is what 'the one' has in store for me.
Why do I need to change positions if I've already emotionally set things into motion?
If I'm starting to be physically turned off by the bad foods, when is the day I shelve them for good?
If the American spirit can find a home in the core of the 'problem,' then what is my city's problem here?
They want to relive the sickness. They just no longer have the power to sustain it.
If I time my moves better and actually play the physical chess, things won't be as hard as I'm making them.
If I'm being devilish with someone I feel God put here for me, is it really as bad as I'm making it?
I have it in my head that I'm abrasive and rude and no one wants anything to do me as I stand alone in the limelight.
This long line of hearts I wish to touch just seems impossible when I'm put on the spot.