10) sick form of justice

My December to Remember II: Day Ten

News: Sam Brinton caught on camera stealing a woman’s luggage in July at Las Vegas airport.
Hunter Biden planning defamation lawsuit against Fox News, Eric Trump, John Paul Mac Isaac, Rudy Giuliani.
Twitter Files round four shows employees creating a new rule in the days after January 6th to justify banning Trump off platform.

Have to make this brief today. I’m really sick. I’ve got a fever of 101.8. No idea how that happened, as I was totally fine yesterday. I thought I had woken up just depressed, but I was just so cold that I decided to take my temperature. Sure enough, fever. I thought I was impervious to this shit, as everyone I work with was sick recently, but it turns out I’m just as infallible as the rest of them.

I used to think I was special. That I had some kind of magic powers that would draw people to me and allow me to keep them. And it’s feeling more and more that I may just not be anything like that. I don’t think anyone is. At least not on a wide scale. I find those who are ‘protected’ by society based on their identity or who their dad is only have the ‘illusion’ of being special. At the end of the day, we’re all just people. And while it certainly seems there’s a two-tiered system of justice, something keeps telling me it won’t be this way for much longer.

It’s coming.

I’m looking forward to an even playing field. I’m tired of winding up with the short end of the stick. I just have to be patient. Just like it’ll take a minute to get my fever to come down, all these people who, for so long, acted like they were better than us, will feel the pain. It’s inevitable. People never see it coming, no matter how long it takes.

It would just be nice to win one, one of these days. This has been the hardest time in my life, and all I want is to come out the other side of it. I’ll pray for peace, I’ll pray for justice, I’ll pray not to be sick anymore, because this sucks.

See you tomorrow.

E tu, December?

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